Untitled Lying under the stars The moon has already set I listen to the cars As my cheeks began to get wet The tears coming down Salty and sweet they taste My mouth pulling into a frown As they roll down with more haste The man for whom i week Sits comfortably far away Dreaming in some peaceful sleep Of a love, perhaps to stay Perhaps he does not know Maybe to blind to see That the words of love I sew Are directed specificly to thee You You make me feel good You simply build me up You trick me into loving you And that you'll catch me when I fall But then for fun you shake my life And watch me tumble to the ground You watch me hurnt and watch me suffer And laugh at my foolishness You make me fall in love with you And distort my reality You listen to my dreams Then make fun of my faith You treat me bad And make me cry You strip my pride And kill my courage You entrap me And dont let me go Then you push me away And despise me You do all these things And even worse You drain me of all life But even though, I still love you Seeing you today Seeing you with her today I didnt think I'd be ok I figure I'd come home and cry That inside, my heart would die I thought my worst nightmare had come true That once again I'd pine for you Pain again would fill my life To simply live would be with But I guess that I was wrong And in my heart, you dont belong It seems that I"m not to be blue That finally, I am over you Seeing you two, it brought me pain But this time, I had something to gain And you are now in my past Heartaches, it seems, dont always last My addiction Pain, stabbing my heart But you dont even care This emptyness engulfs me As I think of life without you You ment so much to me But I ment little to you You used me, and tossed me away I gave up my true love For one sinful kiss of your lips You took something that is lost forever YOu have etched yourself in my heart You have become my only need SOmething I want but cannot touch You are my forbidden fruit My one and only desire |