*I look at him and he looks back at me with his beautiful eyes, smiles, and it pathetically makes my day*
*I see him but he sees past me. I look in his eyes but he looks around me. Does he know what I see when he stares through me? I see him and I can't help watching him not watching me*
*I loved you so much before I had my first chance with you. Then you gave me that chance of my lifetime. It was only for a short time, such a short time. Then as my life became filled with happiness and joy, you left me, without explanation. for days I questioned why, for many nights I cried. I promised myself I wouldn't hate you or regret meeeting you. But how could I anyway? You made me want to be a better person, you made me smile when I thought I couldn't, you turned my life around...and for this reason I know I'll love you forever.-Lisa Gilbert*
*Missing you isn't the hardest part, knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart.*
*How can an angel break my heart?..Why didn't he catch my falling star..I wish I didn't wish so hard..Maybe I wished our love apart*
*I know you're going and I can't make u stay I can only let you know I'll love you anyway...*
*..something I can't touch I always want way too much..*
*Nothing is more painful
Than realizing he
Meant everything to you
And you meant nothing to him.*
*I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not suppose to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, and I'm not supposed to say this, but I'm still in love with you*
*A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried.*
*Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone. ~Jewel*
*Love that we cannot have lasts the longest, hurts the deepest, and feels the strongest.*
*No smile is more beautiful as the one that stuggles with tears*
*Goodnight Little Star, Maybe Tonight Is The Night My Wish Will Come True, Sleep Tight Little Star I'll Be Dreaming Along With You, & If I Wake Up Tomorrow & He Is Still Just My Friend, Then I'll See You Tomorrow Little Star, To Try This Wish again*
*I want to scream. I want to shout. I want to have faith and never doubt. I want to bend, I want to break, to sleep and never wake. To break down walls and to escape, be alone and hide my face. I want to feel, I want to touch. I want to stop wanting you so much.*
"Of all the boys I ever met, you're the one I wont forget, I know we cant be together, but to me my love will last forever. If I had one dream tonight it would be me and you, If I had one wish tonight I'd wish you loved me too..."
"I love you for letting me feel what its like to have everything, But I hate you for letting me feel what its like to LOSE everything"
*itz amazing how the warm comforting streets we use to walk down have become so cold and dark now that ur not walking beside me* (Jessica Long)
*The world seemed so colorful when i had it to share w/ u... but now that i am by myself it seems so dull and blue* (Jessica Long)
"Pictures going through my mind, when we're together,
all these long and sleepless nights, will I ever get
better?"
The worst feeling in the world is loving someone, when they don't love you back. Your heart aches everytime you see them, knowing no matter how deep you look into their eyes, trying to reach their heart, you never will
i'm sorry it had to be like that cause it meant nothing to you, and everything to me...
Someone asked me if I was over you I said no... the way I see it is if loving you makes me happy, why should I convice myself any different
When you lose someone you love, you never get over it, you just get used to it.
I'm sick of liking you, I'm sick of dreaming about the chance with you, I'm sick of you...so why can't I just get over you?
As I look back to all the smiles. back to the happy times, back to when we were me and you, and just so...together, I realize even though we were never a real couple, you were still the best relationship I ever had, even if you broke my heart
"Some people think it's holding on that makes one strong -- sometimes it's letting go."
*There are times at night where it feels as if I can still feel your arms around me....and those are the times that I cry because I know I'll never really feel them again*
*Why is it that you're the one who hurt me beyond belief and I don't hate you? I'm the one who cared for you more than anyone and you've ended up hating me*
*You'd think that after all this time, you'd be the last person in my thoughts.....but it's sad to realize that you're the first*
*Why can't I forget you? It's like you have the unbelieveable control over me that you just don't even know about....but it's like a personal prison*
*I know you no longer think about me....I'm not even in your thoughts....but I'd just like to know.....am I still in your dreams?*
Sometimes I wonder what you think of me, or if you do at all.
Theres not one day, one minute, or one second that goes by where i dont think of you.. you are always on my mind but it hurts so much to think that im probably not on yours
Im so confused.. i mean i wanna let go.. I wanna let go of all this pain that i cant take anymore but im affraid that you'll come back to me
I couldn't help it when I started to cry, I've told myself that life's a lie, ...you know love sucks when your dreams slip away. I'd trade all my tomorrows for one yesterday
*You don't have to hold onto the pain to hold onto the memory*
*You hug him good-bye like it's nothing...while all you want to do is hold on forever...but you let go, smile and walk away...then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same...because try as you might you can't make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free...and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all*
*Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry, forget the times he spoke your name, remember now hes not the same, forget the times he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can, forget the times and don't pretend, remember now he's just your friend*
*I Will Put A Wall Around My Heart, And Won't Let Anyone In, Cause My Heart Will Wait Forever To Be With You Again*
"Everyone says for me to just give up and get over you... But its not that easy to give something so special like you up. I feel something they don't. I only have this life, if loving you makes me happy...then thats what I'm going to do, even if I'll have to wait awhile to hold u again."
Did you ever love someone but know they didnt care?
Did you ever feel like crying but know it would get you no where?
Did you ever look into their eyes and say a little prayer?
Did you ever look into their heart and wish that you were there?
Did you ever say i love you, but i'll never let you know?
Did you ever try to hard not to let it show?
Love isnt fair, it hurts to much, and the price is high!
If i had to choose between love and death, i think id rather die!
So dont fall in love my friend you'll hurt before its through!
You see my friend i aught to know, because i've fallen in love with you.
Sometime you don't realize how much you care for someone, until they stop caring for you
*I wish I could walk away 4ever and forget what we had, but I know u wont come after me...and thats what hurts the most*
I cry for the times that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new...
I cry for the times I thought I had you*
you left me a broken heart and happy memories too
But i never wanted memories i only wanted you
He taught me how to love,
H taught me how to cry
The only thing he never taught me
Was how to say goodbye
It takes a lot to hate you
It takes too much to forget you
But it took so little to love you
"Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still love although they've been hurt before."
"Love that remains longest in your heart is the love unreturned."
I knew I shouldn't like him cause I know it's not working, and everybody tells me that, and I convince myself I don't... and then, I like, see him and he'll, like, smile or put his arm around me or just say something, and then all that logic and convincing myself, just like, evaporates."
"We havent talked in a while, everything's different, he's got his life, I've got mine, but all he has to do is smile and hes got me again, and now I'm in this battle 2 get him out of my heart."
"That smile you give. God, everytime I think I can live without you, you give me that smile. You really shouldn't do that to me."
"I knew it was coming...I didnt really want to...but I knew...And now it's here...the end. And you know what? We're just gonna have to start over again, only this time we won't mess up."
"Everyone tells me that I should just forget about him...that he doesn't deserve me. Well, I agree. He doesn't deserve me. But I deserve him."
"When am I gonna understand and accept the fact that its over? O-V-E-R, its just a simple word that's so hard to understand...I think that the worst 5 words in the English language are, I-don't-love-you-anymore
"My "Once upon a time" didn't end "Happily ever after"
I get the best feeling in the world...when you say hi or even smile...because even if its just for a second, I crossed your mind
"A mighty pain to love it is, and 'tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love,
but love in vain."
-Abraham Crowley
*Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and opens your heart and it means someone can get inside and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole wall of armor for years, so nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for
it. They do something dumb one
day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside of you and eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we can just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working it's way into your hear, it hurts, not just the imagination, not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love*
I trusted you. I had never trusted anyone before you. I gave you the power to hurt me, and painfully, you used that power against me at full force. I fell to my knees, a broken and shattered shell of who I once was. And I lay there, weak... open to all the harshness of the world without the common comfort of being able to find that peace of mind within one's self. And as time passed, I thank God that you realized the error in your ways. I do appreciate this protection you provide and your efforts to mend my heart, but I'm afraid it's a fruitless cause, because I'll never be whole again. You still have that piece of me that you can never return or replace.
Relationships fall apart. Friendships end.
Hearts break. But the love doesn't die.
I'm frustrated, cause I can't tell if it's real
Mad, cause I dunno how you feel
Upset, cause we can't make things right
Sad, cause I need you, day and night
Angry, cause you won't take my hand
Crying, cause you don't understand
Hurt, cause we're not together
And I'll love you now, until forever.
~*"Why is it that when you miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disinegrate that you hear the saddest song on the radio?"~Pete and Pete
He said he was in love with me... then he said he was through, all because he met you...
"There's a part of me that wishes all my dreams come true, and a part of me that prays that I'll wake up someday over you.. "
"I feel so lonely when I'm with you, but I'm so lonely when you're gone, cant live with you, cant live without you.. but I still hold on.."
Everyone tells me how much of an asshole you are, and I know it's true, but I also know I'd do anything to be back with you
And I know you're no good for me, but if you would ever decide you wanted me again, I know I couldn't pretend like I wouldn't take you back in a heartbeat
If I had the power to take my heart out of my chest and show you how many pieces you broke it into, would that atleast ruin your day?
"You don't die of a broken heart, you only wish you did."
"All at once, I'm realizing you're not coming back."
"I'm just wondering, does it hurt you to look at all the places we've been? Do you get that tiny smile that tugs at your lips for one, small, insignificant instant and then it disapears as quickly as it came as the realization of what we have become hits you? I'm just wondering, does it hurt you when you are nearing that spot near the stairs, or the doorway, or that classroom where we used to stand together? Do you visualize my figure waiting there for you, only to discover that when you reach it, I'm nowhere in site? I'm just wondering, does it hurt you to know that I'm afraid to talk to you? What do I say to someone who has hurt me, confused me, and broken me beyond measures but whom I still love more than words can express? I'm just wondering, does it hurt you when my eyes meet yours and then dart quickly away? Does it bother you when I look at you with no expression and turn and walk the other way? I'm just wondering, does it hurt you to know that everytime I see you I feel like crying? That when I see your face something inside of me dies just a little bit more, or when I see you frown I want more than anything to kiss your pain all away, but then I realize I am your pain...I'm just wondering....wondering how you are feeling....wondering if you are hurting too..."
"I hate to dwell on something I can't change but it's one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made in my life. Just doing that one thing screwed up something with someone who could have changed my life. I talked about how much I love him, and that's how I express it? I really messed up bad this time and I don't think this is fixable. I could tell him I'm sorry until I ran out of breath and died and he still wouldn't forgive me. I don't expect him to forgive me. I don't even expect him to believe that I love him. I just wish he could find it in his heart to forgive me. Everyone makes mistakes. Doesn't he realize how hurt I am and how bad I feel? It's not like I don't know that what I did was wrong."
*i've said it a million times now.. one day i will get over u.. today is just not that day...tomorrow doesnt look so good either*
When you have moments like that one... You can't even imagine it won't stay that way.
Just when i think im over you
I feel the pain again
Just when I thought we were done
Time has taught me....you're the one
How do you prepare a heart to be broken,
or dreams to fall through.
How do you let go of a miracle,
That means everything to you.
How do you walk away,
with tears in your eyes.
Letting go isnt easy,
just pray you'll survive.
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