Here are a few of the poems I have wrote over the years. If you would like more, or want to use them just email me and ask please! Him Sometimes late at night I think of him My thoughts flowing over the rim I think of how I miss him And how I've dreamed of him Then I wonder where he could have gone Then I wonder if he knew How my love for him Was blind and true I never really got to say goodbye It hurts enough to cry I think of all the things I never said A million things burst inside my head How much I miss him How my thoughts always turn to him How much he meant to me The way he made me feel inside But above all else I don't think he knew How much I loved him And how true But now he's gone A sad empty place Where my heart used to belong Every time I think of him The Heart I loved him with all of my heart But someone threw at it a dart Then it broke like a rose from its stem Now it no longer beats for him Once Now I sit here and remember All that once was And all that we one were Once you said you would always love me Now you ask if we can be friends Once I would sit here and think of our first kiss Now I sit here and wonder if there was something I missed Once I would sit here and dream of being with you all my life Now just the thought of you hurts Once I would sit here and see your smiling face Now I sit here and silently wipe away my tears So I wrote this poem While thinking of you I hope it does justice To what once was, a dream come true Dreams I see you in the halls But you just pass me by "Why can't this bee like my dreams?" I cry In my dreams you stop You take me in your arms And never let me go But this isn't a dream Its just reality And until you notice me Held in my heart is where These dreams shall be When I look at you When I look at you My pulse begins to race Every time I gaze At your loving face I then start to blush As I see your eyes meet mine We both begin to smile I take that as a sign A sign that you like me As much as I like you The room begins to fade Leaving just us two You take my hand Without a word I'm hoping you'll say Something I've rarely heard But then you let My hand fall to my side At once I know My feelings for you I must hide I cannot forget The way that I feel I'm sorry but no My feelings are too real I won't forget When your hand was in mine I was truly happy For a short sweet time When I close my eyes When I'm with you I start to understand And as I struggle to grasp The true meaning I close my eyes and see: Starz burning brightly And glittering like diamonds Across a midnight blue sea Is this love? Or just a desire? Do you feel this too? This soul burning fire? A fantasy You want to be friends I want to be much more You ask me to dance I wish the song was slower While you say "I'll see you tomorrow" I wish for a goodnight kiss When you look at other gurls I become envious But I know my dreams wont come true So I respect your wishes And keep my fantasy of us together Locked up inside my heart Goodnight My friends tell me you like me But I just shrug They say I should pay attention to you But I just shrug While you look at me in class I look at him You try to get my attention I look at him At the dance, you ask me to dance I sigh and say ok You ask to take me home I sigh and say ok At my house, you say goodnight I say goodnight You try to kiss me I say goodnight When I wakeup in the morning I think of you I feel so terrible For not paying attention to you At school I look at you You look at her I try to get your attention You look at her Remembering As I see you sitting across from me I remember all the fun we had We were just little kids then But I remember how we laughed I remember I sat in front of you And our friends across the way How we would sit and talk to each other And yell across the room I remember the games we used to play And the notes we used to pass I remember how the teacher Always yelled and screamed at us But now I see you Half grown up And not longing for the old friend You once found in me Go or Stay? I can't say yes I can't say no I'm stuck in the middle With no place to go I want you so much But I can't stand your voice I don't know what to do I haven't a choice I miss your face Though it brings me to tears I don't know if I Can conquer my fears To hug you and kiss you Or push you away I want you to go But I want you to stay Its crazy that I Can't make up my mind Should I stay here and love you Or leave you behind A dream In my dreams we are one Talking and having fun Then you say you love me I'm as stunned as one can be I look deep into your eyes And see you have told me no lies I ask myself, "how can this be?" How could a man like this Have a love for the likes of me Does he really want me for his? You lean towards me As if to kiss me Gently running fingers through my hair You try to tell me something But I can only stare Then I'm back in bed On pillows gently I rest my head My teddy resting in my arms Safe in bed, away from all harms And then I realize it was just a dream A simple message from above As I look around in my flashlights small beam I silently cry, and wish for your love Untitled The tears are falling For him alone His name, I'm calling Sounds more like a moan A moan of sorrow A moan of regret Through every tomorrow I'll never forget The look in his eyes When he held me so close Vacant of lies And clearer then most But that look hasn't been there For quite a while Just a empty stare And an absent smile The moons soft light As I sit here under the moons soft light And wish on a star as I do every night My wish is for you to be by my side So my feelings for you I won't have to hide But in school its just as before I shed a single tear as you walk out the door I glance at my friend, she gives me this look I simply shake my head as I put up my book As I talk to her after school I tell her I feel like such a fool I tell her of the wishes each night But that's all they are, wishes under the moons soft light And then the next day you flash me a smile My heart feels like I've just ran a mile I see you are waiting beside the door My heart beats faster then ever before We walk out and stand beneath a tree I glace at you and see you looking at me I turn to say something as I look in your eyes I can't say a word, I'm mesmerized You lean down as if to give me a kiss You whisper in my ear and say only this I know of your wishes each night Under the moons soft light And then you give me a sweet soft kiss I feel as if nothing can go amiss You give me a hug and say goodbye I sit on this evening under the sky I do not know why but I start to cry I thank the stars on this perfect night As I sit here under the moons soft light
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